I Knew Kurtz Was Bald Before Conrad Said So
I can see the insides of their gums,
wiry automatons, I do not have time
to fear before they swallow me whole.
Tantalus, I ask you this— I ask you this,
as you stretch your white arms, your
long, long fingers and the pixels
corral in front of our eyes. We’re
financially freed and you sneer
behind us because you know—
You know. As the bigs with the jowls
and the rattling Anglo-Saxon surnames
huddle, they inside-out their pockets
and as they feed you, they swell you,
you GROW and you swallow their
middle class whole in the name of some
twisted progress. Their business plans
are your door knobs and they raise you
above their shoulders, no tribal wear—
just iron-seamed button-ups, ever white,
ever pristine, ties tightened around the
esophagus, you let your profitable
hand dangle knowing they will all cover for
you. And they will cover for you. Until there
is nothing left to cover.
Just you.
Long.
Tall.
Ivory-Headed.
Primeval god of the 21st century.
—Grace Yannotta